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Under Black Wings EP

by New Dog

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1.
You can leave me here I'll walk the rest of the way Past the graveyard And through the parking lot Where it's always raining and getting darker every day And kids are sharing cigarettes and into the windless hall that night, i took the bus  to my after-school job walked up and down aisles in my vest ate fries in the back with Mike caught a glimpse of Esther in the mirror and her boyfriend picking her up when it was the weekend and i went back to work Mike was crying he said there was an accident last night on 95 and Esther didnt make it it was my birthday, the 10th of April i wrote it all down and threw it away
2.
Thirteen 03:24
Will i always be under your thumb? under black wings? when i turn thirteen i’m running away and i won’t come back i’ll make friends and sleep under trees i packed my hat and coat and left my keys three generations on this bus the love is true can i just pass through? twenty years later i thought of that hourly motel in the desert when i stepped off that bus, and saw the lights from bullhead city i was free and when i was dragged back home i went to my room and dreamt of sunlight and when i was dragged back home i went to my room and dreamt of sunlight on that highway
3.
im 7 or 8 i'm 7 or 8 I'm watchin Roseanne by myself to whom it concerns, to whom it concerns to whom it concerns i dont want to go to school i was up all night waiting to hear keys at the door holding my obsidian, holding my obsidian when i sleep i have nightmares there’s a ladder at my window i think they're coming to take me away i hope they’re coming to take me away   i'm a baker's son, i'm a baker's son she buys me tapes with her allowance i watch little nemo in slumberland i watch the fox and the hound she takes some pills and slams the door what will i say when i catch up to her i'm sorry about what i don't know i'm sorry about what i can't know when i sleep i have nightmares of a ladder at my window i think they're coming to take me away i hope they’re coming to take me away when i sleep i have nightmares of a ladder at my window i think they're coming to take me away i hope they’re coming to take me away
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Sis 03:55
Sis yells she hates god who can blame her im just 10 years old and she’s just 3 years older sis and me in a safehome and they’re bringing us burgers mom’s out on a payphone making arrangements she’s crawling back she’s crawling back she’s crawling back to the places that we know i’m trying to fall asleep i want to go and wake her but i can hear her crying so i just lay there and imagine when this is over and imagine me out there i’m outside looking in we’ll probably meet again and imagine when this is over i imagine me out there i’m outside looking in we’ll probably meet again sis taught me the alphabet when i was 3 or 4 sis taught me the language of laying low and everything i know

about

I told myself i wouldn't do the singer-songwriter thing again, but here we are. It felt good to sing and play guitar again. The last time was on the Townes Van Zandt 10" a few years ago. For this one, I crawled up a few childhood memories (there aren't many) and wrote a song around each of them in a sitting or two. The songs were recorded in a single session, too, and i kept the hiss and buzz of the guitar and other creaks and thumps. The memories are imperfect, as all memories are. But fragments of them emerged, and i tried to hold onto them, or reinhabit them, for long enough to finish writing. Whether it's any good is another question, but i needed to put it out there so i could move on to the next. I made it so you can't pay for it even if you want to, so go ahead and download it guilt-free if you have any interest.

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released February 3, 2024

recorded, mixed, etc. at home in colorado in 2024.

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New Dog Loveland, Colorado

New Dog is Anar Badalov, publishing guy by day, aging amateur boxer and musician by night. Formerly of the bands Metal Hearts and Travels. Currently half of Hourloupe (hourloupe.bandcamp.com) & ARANANAR (arananar.bandcamp.com)

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